ok so i am a lousy blogger to no end . not that anyone reads this anyways but oh well . so i not only have multiple sclerosis but now i have fibromyalgia with it . i havent had a normal day in almost a year. it very hard to get used to because everything changes and not all the flares are going to be the same. some days im just sore and some days i dont want to move any muscles in my body. i have been to countless appointments with several drs and it just seems like such a waste of time . when i tell them i want to try to do this on my own the natural way they look at me like im nuts .
 just last week i had my first injection into the muscle of my back . the rhomboid muscle . i woke up one morning and just couldnt move it well and it was so sore . when i would relax it would feel like someone was putting needles in my back. so i called a old dr of mine that switched to sports medicine and he gave me a injection and so far it is just sore where the needle was placed but the muscle isnt to bad so that is nice. im just tired and just want to relax . i nice bath and a massage . it is very frustrating because i always have a new symptom or something always hurts.

that famous question we MSers get is , you LOOK fine . I HATE THAT!!!!!!!!
i hate when people look at you and assume you are just ok because i dont have my leg cut off or im not going through chemo and loosing my hair. im so sorry for those whom are by the way and i pray you have a safe recovery . its just a very annoying disease because its not visual . anyways end rant i just needed to vent. have a pain free weekend.