Ok im so sorry i have been terrible at keeping track of doing a blog . its been a while since i have written one. so today i have been really sore . instead of my legs hurting , it has moved to my arms and ribs. im super tired and didnt want to drag my butt out of bed today.
 sitting in bed i started going over all my symptoms and when they started ect ect . i realized that even though im paying a dr to figure this ms crap out for me i need to do as much research as i can to get a complete diagnosis ... your probably thinking i thought you already have MS? yes the dr said i do , im not fulling convinced cause i do not have lesions anywhere !!!! i do have what they call O bands in my spinal fluid which people get with MS and inflammation in my fluid . still no lesions though. so while sitting here i thought it has to be all hormonal . i have to have a imbalance somewhere .
reason being is because:
i had my son in june 2012 - breastfed him for four and a half months and didnt have my first period till december ( ms symptoms started on the 28th) ever three weeks since then i have had a flare or relapse . its always one week from having my period . weird right ? and yes ive had hormones checked , i think it needs to be done when i have a flare though to see what my levels are doing. three months ago i started birth control to help with my ovarian cysts and yet the last three flares have been the worst i have ever had!!!! so the birth control isnt helping its making it worse. i cant help to think that there is just something hormonal and i need to fix it . i called my drs both neuro and family dr and i asked them if i could have a better test done on all my hormones during a flare . if i have to figure this out on my own i will do my best . well thats all i have for today im pooped . thanks for reading .